Moshi ! Moshi ! smalam kn kite g KLCC ngan lynda ... bez ! (suara cm bdk2) kk..tuka 2 normal voice.. bez gler smalam g sne ngan lynda..tpi mmng penat gler ! dh la sesat plak 2...
nk g sne kne naik tren g hang tuah ps2 g naik mono plak..then,kena jln skit bru smpai.. time jln 2, linda cm terer je..aq ikot je lah..thn, aq tnye die 'lynda,ko tau jln ke nih ?' die ckp'aq x tau sngt sbenanyer..tpi aq ikot je klcc 2' im like huh ?! '-.-
jln pnye jln akhirnye kitorg smpai..msuk2 je trus g crik cinema... time 2 aq bley gduh lgi ngan lynda nk tngok cite ape.. lynda nk tngok cite THE HOLE , aq plak nk tngok cite ALPHA N OMEGA.. aq dh la tkut tngok cter antu..lynda plak kte alpha n omega cm bdk2.. kitorg gduh2..then main ojuz..aq menang so kna la tngok alpha n omega ! beli tiket ps2 trus g attack kedai bku.. lynda pnye target-impiana 3 aq-fail aneh garen=fail 02 n sehabis bicare cinta kitorg crik gler2!dlm 2 besa sngt smpai pening kitorg.. then,kitorg g tmpt aksessori...kitorg jmpe ni cute x ? klau msuk fb bley tag..mcm kitorg jmpe... smua cntik2 ! klau nk wt folio..dtg sini..bnyk brg lawa klau fatheem tau msti die nk tiru jgak..=.=lynda ! x sngke aq..minah ni minat robert partinson. first2,aq pelik npe aq manga je..xkn xde komik..rpe2 nyer komik 2 kt depan !haih ape la.. then aq beli komik :
KEMBAR DA'BEST bku ni bez la gak..aq bgi 8 star out of 10.. ad 4 cite dlm ni..n smue bez2!
SEHABIS BICARA CINTA aq pelik la..smue org kte buku ni sedey..bley wt diorg nngis.. tpi aq bace,cm xde pape biase je.
kitorg syok sngt bli buku smpai dh x tau wayang dh start.
MOVIE TIME bez la jgak cite 2...klaka kot ! haha cite 2 kejap sngat..rse cm bru je msuk ps2 dh nk klua dh.
x sngke time kitorg lepak kt fountain..trnmpk sarah n iman..rpenyer ad cheer kt situ kul 5 ! dngn otak kteorg yg evil genius ni..hehe...kitorg spy diorg ! lynda asyik ckp yg diorg x nmpk kite..tpi aq rse diorg prasan. dlm keadaan cm2 aq rse cm kteorg plak yg kena spy..cpt gler diorg ilg..ikot2 ps2 tbe ilg..cm magik plak.
time blik la yg pling gler ! klua2 trus sesat ! then ttibe ujan plak.lgi mnyukarkn keadaan.ni gamba aq kt bus stop.. kaki aq skit gler mse 2..ksut ni dh la ketat skit..ps2 ujn lagi..lgi la die mngecut..kaki aq mcm dh trsepit..pkai stokin pn rse cm nk melecet..nsib baek aq pkai..klau x dh melecet kaki aq.. last2, akhirnye dpt gak blik..mmng penat gler ! dh la dlm monorail cm sardin dlm tin... hurgh..lynda blik2 trus tdo x lyn aq dh..
k la..bye ! skrg nk tngok shakugan no shana.. klau ade rezeki..bley tngok smpai abiz.. bye ! bye !
wow ! all i can say is wow ! kaze no stigma bez ! dh tngok smpai abiz..die smpai 24 episode je.. first2 mmg bez ! tnggh2 bley la..tpi x ske la kazuma asyik tringat awek lame die..keadaan genting gler ! kazuma ilg kawalan..asyik nk mrh n balaz dendam je.. nsib baek ade ayano..heroin of the day ! haha.. ending die mmg bez ! klaka pn ade gak..tpi mmg romantik ! ayano n kazuma will always be my fav couple..!
lepas ni anime dlm list aq :
shakugan no shana
vampire knight
la corda d'oro
hayate n the combat butler
nnti aq tmbh lgi..(klau aq jmpe yg aq ske la..'-.-)
Darah si rembulan! (Bukan darah sang rembulan!salah pula)Volume satu.Daripada 10 star saya bagi 9 star!Very nice!Kalau nak taw cerita pasal aper,belilah sendiri ya!
x saba nk tunggu siri 2..!hee..x sabanyer ! bler la nk klua ??.... nk tau kisah yg slanjutnyer ! rsenye la Garin ske kt Lantarima..ngee..klau diorg couple..sweet sngt ! msti jdi fav couple aq ..fav emo couple aq !
my fav EMO couple..Garin n Lantarima !
my second fav couple..Ayano Kanagi and Kazuma Yagami . Anyway, Kazuma is so cute until I fall in love with him as well. He used wind as a weapon and Ayano used Enraiha as a weapon .
x smpai ati nk skit kn atik korg..aq simpn rhsia yg bley mnyakitkn ati korg . trpkse sembunyi kn perasaan aq n kebenaran spaye korg x skit ati .. but nape korg skitkn ati aq bnyk kali ? Y ?? pdahal , aq x snggup nk skitkn korg . aq hnye lah makhluk allah yg lemah ..aq x bley wt pape but aq bley epi kn korg .. wlaupun aq x bley epi kn diri aq sndiri.. i like to see u guyz smile,laugh..ske sngaaat tngok korg bahagia aq merayu untuk kali ni je.. TOLONG jngan wt aq cmni..Pls ! aq dh cukup trsekse.. npe korg msti skit kn ati aq ? im begging u..please dont hurt me ..
i remember the time he smile like the sunshine . remember the melody of his voice .remember the song of his laughter . remember the time he play with the little ones with love n tender . remember the shyness on his face . remember seeing the kindness he make. remember the time i push his hand . remember the time he stare with many questions in his mind. remember the sadness on his face that looks like the cloudy sky . remember the time hes forced to leave . remember seeing his car goes through the darkness of the night remember the time i regret that i didnt say goodbye .
haihh.peningnye ! ape nk wt ni ?? rindu gler kt die ...
aq ade 2 option :
lupekan die n cbe mngelak dri die
cinta die n rindu die stiap saat..tnggu die smpai 4 , 5 taun
dh 7 taun jmpe..tpi dlu aq wt bodo je kt die..dlu aq mcm "oh akmal . mmpos la die . pe aq kesah " tpi skg mcm dh laen..dlu die n kecik je..taun ni , nmpk dh matg ! but still lgi pendek dri aq . ;P aq pn x tau cmne bleh ske die..klau die ske aq pn ,mybe die x kn jdi milik aq..msti family rejek.
“Hey! Emo girl!” a guy in the hallway yelled, jumping out in front of me. I dodged him and kept walking, listening to Daggers Speak Louder Than Words by Alesana on my iPod. I had a lot of music on there, mostly by Alesana. I have OAD, which to me means Obsessive Alesana Disorder. OK I’m getting off-topic and that’s not the point. 1
When I got to my eighth-period class, Reading, I grabbed a book, stuffed my iPod in my bag, and took a seat in the back. People stared at me and snickered. 2
“Hey, are you supposed to be here?” the teacher asked me. I nodded and brought my schedule up to her. She took it, looked at it for a moment, and handed it back to me. I walked back to my desk.3
I was too busy putting my schedule in my binder I didn’t see this one girl’s foot poke out in the middle of the walkway. Of course, I wiped out. People laughed.4
“Ha ha, emo girl!” the girl said. 5
“Hey, Ms. Bufton! You should give that girl a Wing. That was a good one!” a boy in the front yelled. I gathered up my stuff and ran to the back of the room. 6
At the end of the day, I walked home in the pouring rain. I lived in Oregon so it rained 24/7, 365 days a year, 366 days on leap years. I turned my iPod up to full blast and sang along to Suicide Season by Bring Me The Horizon. They’re another screamo band. I guess I didn’t mention that Alesana is a screamo band.7
People stared at me and I walked down the sidewalk. I guess I did look kind of stupid, seeing as how I suck at screamo.8
The song ended, so I took my iPod out of my pocket to choose another song. While doing that, I bumped into someone. Figuring it was another person getting ready to hate on me, I got up off the ground and started to walk past him.9
Oh my gosh, I thought, as I stared at him, dead in my tracks. He was the most gorgeous emo boy I’ve ever seen!10
“Sorry about that, my bad,” I said, looking down at my neon green and black Converse because I was sure that I was blushing. 11
“No problem. I’m Damien. What’s your name?” he asked me, picking my iPod up from the ground and handing it to me.12
“I’m Erickka.”13
“Cool name. Nice shirt, too. Dashboard Confessional is a good band. I like the song Vindicated. ‘Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I’m right, swear I knew it all along,’”14
“I love that song. Hey what school do you go to?” 15
“Reynolds High. What about you?”16
“H. B. Lee.”17
“Nice. Wanna walk?” he asked, putting his arm around my shoulders. I nodded, blushing again. 18
“Emo kid!” someone yelled, standing up in the backseat of a convertible that was driving by.19
“Ugh, I’ve been getting that all day. Someone in eighth period tripped me, and in ninth period, FACS class, someone dumped cookie dough all over my favorite hoodie, which is why I’m walking down the street in the pouring down rain in a tee shirt. He laughed. 20
We walked for about 20 minutes, until we reached my house.21
“Can I have your number?” he asked, taking out his cell phone. I gave my number to him, then he handed me his phone so I could take a picture of myself to put with the number. We said goodbye, and I walked in my house.22
“H. B. Lee is full of preppy kids who hate emo kids,” I told my step-mom and went to my room. I looked around at all the boxes that I needed to unpack, turned my iPod on, and opened a box up. It had all my composition books I’ve kept since I was 12 (I’m 14 now), which had poetry, music (bands I’ve written down to add to my iPod) and lyrics to some of my favorite songs. I put the composition books on my shelf and took the box apart and put it in my closet. I picked up the next box, and I heard knocking on my window, dropping it, I looked up. It was Damien.23
“What the freak? You scared the crap out of me!” I exclaimed, opening my window.24
He laughed. “My friend is having a party, and told me I can bring anyone. Do you want to go?”25
“Uh, yeah!” I said.26
“Cool. We’re going to be driving there so I hope you trust a seventeen-year-old behind the wheel. Don’t worry I have my license.” He held it up.27
“You look hot in that picture,” I said.28
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO29
“Damien, you never told me that there would be drinking at this party. You know what, screw it I’m not even going to let you drive me home, because you’re as drunk as a horse.”30
“No I’m not, I’m just buzzed,” he said, tripping over the flat ground.31
“Uh-huh, sure. My parents would kill me if I were in a car with a 17-year-old who is drunk. Look, I don’t have anything against you,” I said, helping him up.32
“Look, Erickka, I really do like you. And I know you like me too,” he said sympathetically, “So trust me.”33
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX34
“Slow… Down… Before you get us killed. What are you, suicidal or something?” I yelled. About 100 yards in front of us was the railroad tracks. He sped towards them, trying to beat the Union Pacific train that was coming down the tracks.35
“You’re not going to beat the train, Damien. The train always wins. Always.”36
“Okay, you know what, you drive,” he yelled, stopping in the middle of the railroad tracks. The train was about 300 yards away, coming at 55 miles an hour it looked like.37
“You moron! You are trying to kill me, aren’t you?”38
“No, oh my God, we’re screwed,” he yelled, finally realizing what he was doing. He floored the gas but ended up running into the bar that’s supposed to keep cars from getting hit by the train. He cursed under his breath.39
I jumped out of the car and ran over to Damien’s side. 40
“I’m not getting out. Go. If you try to get me out then we’ll both get killed. Something’s wrong with my seat belt, sometimes it gets stuck and you have to pry it open—“ he was cut off by the trains whistle.41
“I’m not just going to leave you here, Damien!” I yelled over the train, which was 100 yards away now.42
“If you don’t get out of the way I will never forgive myself. Just go. Don’t worry about me,” he said, looking me in the eyes. I hugged him tight, and jumped back when the train blew its whistle again.43
The train was fifty feet away. “GO!” he yelled. Trying to hold the tears back, I jumped over the bar as the train comes thundering by, smashing the car, and killing Damien. A piece of sharp metal flew out from under the train, almost hitting me. 44
I burst out crying and couldn’t stop for two hours. Once I was done, I reached into my coat pocket for my cell phone, but I found a folded up piece of paper instead. I took it out and unfolded it.45
“Ericka, I’m very sorry for what happened. I never meant it to be like this, this was supposed to be a fun night. Sorry if you can’t read it, if this note is messy, I just wrote it really fast while you were busy yelling at me. But I really, really like you and always will. And I hope some day we’ll get to see each other again. I didn’t know this was going to happen. I just wrote it incase something did happen but hoping that it wouldn’t. I’ll miss you. From: XxXdamienXxX. 46
I folded and opened the note about a million times before it finally hit me. He didn’t even try to get out of the car. I should have pulled him out. He’s dead because of me. I started crying again, not sure of what I was supposed to do. I found my cell phone and noticed that it was 11 o’clock at night. I did really like Damien, and now he’s gone. I couldn’t believe it. I didn’t know if I was dreaming or not, but I didn’t feel like pinching myself or kicking myself, like a lot of people I know do. 47
Instead, I picked up the piece of metal that had landed next to me, closed my eyes, and stabbed it into my chest.
TRUE LOVE is when u love sumone..but they love sumone else..u will still love them if they broke ur heart..u will still love them u wouldnt be jealous when they were happy with sumone else but instead u smile coz u like to see her smile n laugh even to the sumone else u would do anthing to make them happy even they hurt u soo much..u will still love them all u can do is cry,cry n cry.. but why doHIM..talk craps bout me,makes me cry day n night,make me miserible,make my life go upside down,make pupil hate me,make me lost frenz,make me wanna be emo,make me live like hell on earth,make me dont want to live anymore,hurt me soo badly that often i bleed n break my heart.. see how much damages u do on me.. i only hurt u 3-4 times but u hurt me more.. it seems like u REALLY2 dont know what is true love..
ari ni ari keusahawanan!bez yaww! pgi2 dh dtg skolah.yg ikut tdi kimi,shamil,abby n atun.diorg pn brsemangat pgi tdi gler lapar coz smpai2 kna ambik kedatangan n ps2 g duty,first shift plak 2. thn,linda dtg.i scream n lompat2 cm org gler,ahah! dh abiz duty kitorg g jln2 crik mkn!x bez sngt la coz kitorg asyik brpecah.beznye geng aman 2..diorg slalu brkepit.xde la ilg ke ape..sporting plak 2. thn,kitorg nk msuk umh antu.line pnjg gler!1 hr tngggu nk msk.rmai org potong plak 2!selambe je!
here a pic mse tngh tnggu nk msk umh antu from left fatheem,fatini,nadia, fiera n linda.haih,linda ni mlu2 plak
thn,abg yen chin nmpk kitorg n bgi kitorg msuk dlu.pnt gler diri smpai ad yg give up. umh antu xde la tkut sngt!kimi n shamil bknnye jerit diorg gelak je.hahah! klaka gler!trgelak2 dlm 2. tngn linda kna jilat,haha... skit tkk coz dkt dlm jerit.hey,im juz joining the party(party jerit2)
ps2,g gerai jap n thn tnggu linda kt luar. tnye sume org mne linda.diorg plak dh mmbebel haus la,lpr la ,haih gerak je la dlu.(pdhl linda kt dlm pn tngh crik kitorg)
smpai je jj trus g mc d.tdi diorg mmbebel psl kimi,kimi ske abiz kn duit aq la ape la.mlz nye nk dnga..! thn,jmpe linda kt mph. haha,linda tnjuk buku BLUE.kitorg bli bku then blah.
smpai kt umh,bkk tnet.ape lagi ON9 abby tnjuk video klaka gler.gelak smpai skit perut,haha! XD
ni video kitorg gelak mse tngh tngok utube.
hahahah!gler rite?? serious then ttibe gelak cm org gler,hhaha k bye!mybe nk lpk ngan diorg mlm ni
i hope 2 see sumone that i want 2 see but i see sumone that i dont want 2 see
sumone i want 2 see=aman
sumone i dont want 2 see=azwan,syazwan,bdk2 1R,naim
mission nk tnye aman yg die 'still ske aq ke x 'failed! jmpe die pn nmpk die gelak2 ngan kwn2 die..ishh!babi la!trseksenye aq.. rse cm nk nngis je dpn die!bia die tau.. tdi ambik protector(the geometri thingy) n wt i love a a kt tngan.bia diorg nmpk lgi2 die! aman x tau betape skitnye ati ni!i want 2 end this suffering!!!! X'''((((((
already 2 times i lost aman first,when i accepted azwan second,when i rejected aman
n 2 times i try 2 forget aman from the beginning its all about aman mse ngan acap ade aman,azwan pn ade aman,now still aman.haih :'((
here a qoute i like
loving sumone is 'nothing' be loved by sumone is 'something' be love by sumone u love is 'everything'
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-he… method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a *********-- Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or hi
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37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probaly still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
I can't breathe But I still fight While I can fight As long as the wrong feels right It's like I'm in flight High of a love Drunk from the hate It's like I'm huffing paint And I love it the more that I suffer I sufficate And right before im about to drown She resuscitates me She fucking hates me And I love it Wait Where you going I'm leaving you No you ain't Come back We're running right back Here we go again It's so insane Cause when it's going good It's going great I'm Superman With the wind in his bag She's Lois Lane But when it's bad It's awful I feel so ashamed I snap Who's that dude I don't even know his name I laid hands on her I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much You can barely breathe When you're with them You meet And neither one of you Even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah them chills Used to get 'em Now you're getting fucking sick Of looking at 'em You swore you've never hit 'em Never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face Spewing venom And these words When you spit 'em You push Pull each other's hair Scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down Pin 'em So lost in the moments When you're in 'em It's the rage that took over It controls you both So they say it's best To go your separate ways Guess that they don't know ya Cause today That was yesterday Yesterday is over It's a different day Sound like broken records Playin' over But you promised her Next time you'll show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game But you lied again Now you get to watch her leave Out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
somethin bout love that makes u CRY.somethin bout love that makes u HEPI.somethin bout love that makes u SAD.somethin bout love that TEARS U APART.somethin bout love that make u go CRAZY.somethin bout love that make u fell LUCKY.somethin bout love that makes u feel UNLUCKY.somethin bout love that makes u wanna DIE.somethin bout love that makes u JEALOUS.somethin bout love that makes u ANGRY.somethin bout love that makes u wanna STABUR SELF.somethin bout love that BREAKS UR HEART
~today dtg awal cm biase.lpk at library withfiera,nadianiefa.
~tngah syok2 berangan then tibe2 nmpk abg adi.enth ble die msuk dlm..tkejot btul.then i cover2 skit mke n i say to nadia'jom blah..jom blah..jom blah ' fiera prasan that i mcm mngelabah..thn,die ckp'npe ngan ko?bknnye abg adi ad dlm ni..!' then nadia nmpk adi n she tell fiera..diorg pn tkejot.thn,ble nk borrow book,adi say'jngan tnjuk2nnti org 2 mrh'i trus lri kluar..nadia n fiera jeling kt die.bia die skit ati!thn,ble nk trun adi n his frenz kcau.siot tul!smpai je kt kantin,jmpe fatini,hazreen,hafizah n liyana.thn,i tell them bout adi n fatini nk serang die,mrh die ckup2!kitorg plan nk naik library n attack die!nk battle ngan die!
thn,ble dh smpai library adi dh blah!erghh!x jdi nk attack!mission failure!
~azwan n rohi(roti)msuk dlm klas..diorg nk bgi kuiz for bm..safira n fatheem dh start eheem2..nsib baek aq cpt2 mrh diorg..n fiera ingt rohi 2 ammar,haha...! now,when i look at azwan,its like xde pape.ble tngok die mcm blurr,mcm dh xde prasaan cinta.yess!haha,finally!i can forget him!thank 2 my frenz n aman coz when i look at aman i completely forget azwan
~trjmpe aman kt tngga mse blik..at that hes alone..then nadia say 'hi aman!' thn,he say 'hi'.. wow,im like trpukau dnga suare aman..suare die mcm dh matang.thn,my fikiran say 'die x kn jdi milik kau..die dh x ske kau' n at that time i wanna cry..i cry a bit but i cover it from my frenz. i try 2 be hepi.its best 2 cry inside then 2 show it 2 pupils
~tdi fiera kol.we talk,talk n talk.we talk bout linda,fatheem,iefa,nadia n aman.fiera ckp die nk tlg aq n aman.yahoo!!im feeling like im awaken from death..!haha
i must not think negatif!think positif!follow my heart!be hepi even when im sad!that my moto from now on